New Beginnings

Everyday I tell myself to start new and start being a better person.  Back in the States, where I grew up, I was this quiet and very giving person.  Now it seems that people have pressed my buttons the wrong way and I turned into a completely different person.  I'm loud, obnoxious, energetic, carefree, and most of the time inconsiderate.  My friends would protest against some of the words I used, but it's true.  Sometimes I wish I can go back to being this sweet and innocent girl that I was in the States.  Yet I can't.  Well then again I won't.  Although I was seen as this nice person, I was also taken advantage of.  Thinking back, I was trampled on.  And I think all those past scars are haunting me and creating this ugly person that I am today.

But I want to change.

I want to still be this energetic person, but I don't want to be obnoxious and spiteful.  There is already so much hate in the world.  Forgive and forget.  I'm trying my best to remember that.

Summary: I'm going to change my life.  Live happier, healthier, and obtain the ultimate freedom.

First Half Already Gone

So today was the end of the first semester of school.  Meaning one more to go before high school is over...  I honestly cannot believe it.  Sometimes I feel happy that it's almost over, then there are times when I feel so scared and insecure.  "What if I fail because I wasn't prepared?  How do I prepare myself for after high school?"

Well fact is, you don't.

Teachers always tell us students that they should take these courses or attend these seminars because it will help when you leave the bird's nest.  But honestly, we all have to fall to rock bottom before shooting for the stars.  There are only a handful of teachers who actually teach that to us.  And I know I shouldn't be anxous, but it's a feeling we all get...  Whether or not I'm ready, I have to move forward.  The scary part is not knowing how fast I'll be going.

-willazilla

OMG! First blog EVEEEER!

So this is the first time I have ever blogged before.  The reason for me finally starting one is because a friend kind of persisted on it.  I’ve sort of blogged before, but more video blogged I guess haha.  Don't think I'll become this famouse YouTube vlogger any time soon.

Ummm, I guess in this first post I should introduce myself...  Well, I'll just announce that my name is in fact Willa.  Although adding the 'zilla' in the end makes it twice as awesome, so let's just say that's my name.  I was born and raised in the States, but reside in Canada.  Woot, woot.

What else...  Uh...  Well...  Um... I like cookies...  And bananas...

Let me be the first to say, this is a FAIL of a first blog haha.