Everyday I tell myself to start new and start being a better person. Back in the States, where I grew up, I was this quiet and very giving person. Now it seems that people have pressed my buttons the wrong way and I turned into a completely different person. I'm loud, obnoxious, energetic, carefree, and most of the time inconsiderate. My friends would protest against some of the words I used, but it's true. Sometimes I wish I can go back to being this sweet and innocent girl that I was in the States. Yet I can't. Well then again I won't. Although I was seen as this nice person, I was also taken advantage of. Thinking back, I was trampled on. And I think all those past scars are haunting me and creating this ugly person that I am today.
But I want to change.
I want to still be this energetic person, but I don't want to be obnoxious and spiteful. There is already so much hate in the world. Forgive and forget. I'm trying my best to remember that.
Summary: I'm going to change my life. Live happier, healthier, and obtain the ultimate freedom.
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